Tuesday, August 16, 2011
11:30 PM Y
Post title : missing him n wat other nots..
♥ You'll never know the real me.
darling is in japan..
missing him so much..
though we watsapp every nite..
juz came bk from camerons last nite..
had a great time with qi..
love the weather man..
gonna step up for wedding preps soon..
dear church, can u like quickly confirm
the wedding date so dat
we can go ahead n plan our wedding?
i am starting to feel the jitters..
dun like the unsettled feeling of
not being able to confirm this n dat..
effectively, we have only 8 mths to prepare..
ke bu ke yi kuai yi dian!!
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
11:55 PM Y
Post title : Simply So Blessed!!
♥ You'll never know the real me.
on mc today..was resting when Kel called n told me the great news!!
we've got a queue number for the yishun natura flats!!
super excited can!!
this is our 3rd attempt!!
and we r really thankful!!
bcos these are premium flats..
n the flats are affordable!!
and the timing is perfect!!
God has provided!! again n again!!
First, kel was worried, cos his job ended in end july,
and new job starting in mid sept..
so technically, he has no pay in august,
and that means we have no money for the 2k option fee..
yet during the last month, sales shot up...
and he had more than enuf to sustain him for aug n sept..
thankful, really v v thankful..
God is juz so gd n kind to us..
wat can we say but to juz give thanks!!
Thursday, June 23, 2011
12:53 AM Y
Post title : officialky engaged!!
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Darling officially proposed last sat!!
I was pleasantly surprised, as it was totally unexpected! Amazingly, the while planning involved 10 of our close frens..
Emails were sent n pple were invited to join us for a 6 course dinner at Jacobs!!
Then after dinner, on the pretext of gg to the toilet, everyone got up n took a flashcard each, with the words, 你愿意嫁給我嗎？ at this point, I was presented with the bouquet of flowers!! N the cake with the ring on top of it was presented!!
I was totally blown away!!
Of course not forgetting the song, " from this moment" playing in the background..
It was really sweet, sincere n unforgettable!!
The official date will only b announced in aug.. Meanwhile, time to start planning..
Peeps, stay tuned!!
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
12:51 AM Y
Post title : love again n again..
♥ You'll never know the real me.
these 2 weeks have been rather tough..
n emotionally challenging..
there was a quarrel that erupted..
between 2 hot-headed females..
ha.. dat's not me..
perhaps it's due to years
of accumulated frustrations
and lack of proper communication..
though that outburst has
caused both parties to be hurt..
yet it has opened up
the doors of communication..
n i juz feel that we
really need to love one another..
felt helpless.. at the situation..
and perhaps of the closeness
between me and the 2 persons involved..
it juz feel so xin tong..
n wished that things had turned otherwise..
the other episode involved
me and a 'sheep of mine'
the episode juz
left me disappointed..
and wondering..
wat's behind dat mask?
n.. how can we truly tell
wat is a person's true character..
it left me scared.. n fearful..
of drawing close to the person..
and caring for the person..
lest i am hurt again..
i dunno wat the precious
lessons are for me to learn..
i juz noe that i need to
learn what it means to love..
all over again.. and again..
even when it hurts..
12:44 AM Y
Post title : 2 gong tut tuts quarrel..
♥ You'll never know the real me.
wat happens when 2 gong gong
tut tut persons quarrel?
one was hungry..
one got carried away with a SALE..
then the one who was hungry became angry..
decide to go home instead..
the other one was frustrated..
both were sad.. yet both walked away..
one cried.. one's heart was xin suan..
thankfully.. the love between them
kept them communicating on watsapp..
though angry, chose to speak calmly n nicely..
the words came back and forth.. back and forth..
and the rational side of them
kept each other from saying angry words..
n that also helped to build
a closer bond n understanding..
through this little episode..
Saturday, May 28, 2011
2:18 AM Y
Post title : sad..
♥ You'll never know the real me.
My heart is deeply sad n burdened.. So much has happened..
I do not know what to make out of today's fight.. Perhaps it has been years of accumulated frustrations and unresolved anger..
There is just so much hurt within...
Pain n misunderstandings..
Both parties are hurt.. I dunno wat to do..
Monday, May 9, 2011
3:13 PM Y
Post title : he's bk..
♥ You'll never know the real me.
dad is bk today..
hopefully for gd..
actually if u ask me,
i was not exactly looking fwd to this day..
honestly, i do dread..
bcos i am fearful of going thru the same vicious cycle,
of coming out, promises given, then slowly,
bad habits return, bad company surrounds,
and before i know it, everything else is bad to square 1..
i am 32 this year, and i have been thru the prison doors
to visit him since i was very young.. i can't rem the exact age,
maybe when i was 7?
the vicious cycle has remained..
i prayed for a breakthrough..
but it seemed quite a halfhearted prayer..
if u are reading this, could u pray for us?
that there will b a tremendous breakthrough!!
i am praying that i will believe..
and truly believe it..
